4 o’clock in the morning, youth goes to sleep

4 o’clock in the morning, youth goes to sleep
Have you seen Los Angeles at 4 am?I have not seen.But received the news of Bryant’s death at 4 am.But I didn’t cry.It has been 14 years since the 81th night.At that time, I was just a guy in my early 20s, and now I am not confused.At that time, when I was young, my love and hatred were hanging on my coat, and I often shed tears in my eyes, but now I have been suffering, and I gritted my teeth and swallowed into my stomach.But at 4 o’clock in the morning, when I saw the news of Kobe’s death while watching Serie A, I still had a huge hollow in my heart, as if an important thing in my heart had been taken away, and I was at a loss.I have experienced this dazed feeling when I was very young. It was an accidental touch of the circuit. I felt that someone was using it in my head. The ears were buzzing and the whole person could not move.There is no need to go over Kobe’s life. There are too many legends that people talk about.I prefer to talk about some small details to illustrate his influence.I am an Inter Milan fan.As you know Inter Milan and Juventus are deadly enemies. When I heard the news of Kobe’s departure, I was watching Juventus vs. Naples.Juventus lost the ball, but in the Inter Milan fans group where I got up early in the morning, no one was happy. Everyone hit Kobe’s departure under a depressing emotion.In the past few days, almost all WeChat groups have been discussing the epidemic continuously for 24 hours.But getting up this morning, in my group of old colleagues in the newspaper, a long chat record has nothing to do with the epidemic, and it is all here Kobe.The main force of the chat is not the former colleagues in the sports department, or a group of young female reporters who were already wives and mothers.It’s not surprising that Kobe was screened by Kobe in my circle of friends. After all, my circle of friends has too many sports or sports-related friends.However, only the news of Kobe’s death on the hot search list that could fight the courts related to the epidemic has even adjusted the popularity of the Spring Festival holiday.I don’t want Kobe to have such a hot search.Like many netizens, when I first heard it, I thought it was fake news, and I waited for rumors. I still hope that this is not true. Repeatedly, there is no conscience media to refute the rumors. Until the end . The news is overwhelming, I turn it off impatientlyAfter lying in the video window of the football game, lie down and fall asleep in the back and forth.But he had to face it when he woke up.I am no longer a teenager on the 81st night. I have rarely shed tears and sensation, but I still have a hard time facing Kobe’s departure.And younger friends, many have not seen Jordan playing.If Jordan is the legendary “god”, then Kobe is their entire youth.Today, youth is gone . but Mamba’s spirit is eternal.The core of the Mamba spirit is: never give up.These four words are given to all people who know and do not know Kobe.In this difficult 2020, in the days without Kobe, encourage you.□ Zhao Hei (column writer) editor Xu Xiaofan proofreading Li Lijun